Post by Vexen on Aug 1, 2009 1:16:18 GMT -5
~Come Tell Us About yourself~
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I am a scientist. Experiments are what I do.
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I am a scientist. Experiments are what I do.
About the person behind the RPer
Nickname: Anonymous [Sho Minamimoto on here!]
RP Experience: Approx. 8 years roleplaying via forums, MUDs, and one-on-one RPs; same amount of years spent writing fanfiction/general fiction.
How can you be contacted: PM me!
How did you find us: Through A Moment Like This (which I found through Confused Memories)
Nickname: Anonymous [Sho Minamimoto on here!]
RP Experience: Approx. 8 years roleplaying via forums, MUDs, and one-on-one RPs; same amount of years spent writing fanfiction/general fiction.
How can you be contacted: PM me!
How did you find us: Through A Moment Like This (which I found through Confused Memories)
Your Character:
Name: Vexen
Age: Approx. ~32 years old
Which anime are you from: Kingdom Hearts (Re:CoM | 358/2 Days)
Personality: Analytic to a fault, Vexen sees the world and everything around him in terms of cold, hard science. Logic dictates his actions and way of thinking, and most of the problems he comes across he solves through systematic experiments. The scientific method is the best method, after all, and he's not shy about applying it to about everything he approaches. Perhaps this clinical approach could be attributed to a need to keep things orderly and predictable, or perhaps it's from a fear of getting too involved. Indeed, it would not be too far from the truth to suggest that fear has a hand in several aspects of his character.
With order being such a high priority, it's no wonder that he places so much emphasis on rank and social position. Vexen is quick to point out his position in the Organization in an effort to gain respect, and tends to make enemies by reminding the lower-ranked members that they're 'below him' -- and it doesn't help that he's quick to criticize and quicker to get defensive. But his pretentiousness and condescending attitude towards others are relatively superficial; at the root of his personality lies a web of insecurity so strong that he seems to fall to pieces without respect or rank to back him up. It's no coincidence that he favors a shield in combat; deep down, Vexen is a complete coward. Back him into a corner and take away his safety nets, and suddenly begging and grovelling aren't underneath him at all.
History: Vexen's experience as a scientist goes way back. Before Vexen, there was Even, a scientist working under the supervision of Ansem the Wise. His main interest was memory, especially in the case of Xehanort's amnesia. When Xehanort's experiments led to the loss of his heart, Even followed him into darkness, along with the other four apprentices of Ansem the Wise. These were the original six of Organization XIII, and Vexen, as he was now called, was fourth amongst them.
As the Organization began to grow and amass members, Vexen spent his time dedicating himself to scientific work. Somewhere along the line he became proficient at cloning, an art that Xemnas soon took interest in as well. Later, he and five other Organization members were sent to Castle Oblivion, the Organization's new outpost. To Vexen's great dismay, Marluxia, one of the lowest-ranked neophytes, was named head of the castle instead of one of the three senior members (Vexen, Lexaeus, and Zexion). As a rift began to grow between the neophytes of the castle (Larxene, Axel, and Marluxia) and the seniors, they started to turn against each other, with Sora and Riku getting caught up as pawns in their feud.
Through battling Riku, Vexen gathered enough data to create an exact replica of him, and used the replica to battle Riku, and later, Sora. The replica did not succeed in overpowering either of them, however, and Marluxia threatened to report the failure to Xemnas. Having successfully blackmailed Vexen into cooperation, Marluxia then sent the Chilly Academic off to confront and eliminate Sora directly; but in meeting Sora, Vexen began to tell him of Marluxia's plans, challenging Sora's memories of Naminé and, if given time, might have even revealed the existence of Roxas. He was cut short by the arrival of Axel, who was sent by Marluxia to "eliminate the traitor." Vexen's pleas for his life fall on deaf ears, and with a snap of the fingers, everything he ever worked for went up in flames.
Canon or OC: Canon!
Teacher or Student: Teacher!
What year: F...first?
How did you come to be at the academy: Tired of working in high-stress, zero-appreciation environments, Vexen decided to go for a slightly less headache-inducing gig that hopefully won't involve losing various bodily organs and/or exploding into flames.
Custom Title: The Chilly Academic
Classes you enjoy: Various science classes, esp. biology and chemistry.
Sample RP: He felt...numb.
It was a difficult sensation to explain, even though it was hardly new to Vexen. Something deeper than apathy, something greater than ennui; it stayed in the back of his mind constantly, following his conscious thoughts like a shadow. It was the double-edged sword, the abstract that both killed the pang of failure and smothered the elation of success. He could have created the greatest scientific marvel the world had ever seen, and yet...he'd feel nothing. Nothing but the emptiness where joy or sorrow should have been, and the question...'why?'
It didn't even make any sense -- that was the worst part. Losing his heart should have brought some kind of sense of contentment, of...fulfillment. After all, it's what I've wanted, isn't it? he'd wonder, the idea coming in more of a nebular concept form than as a coherent sentence. Freedom from guilt. Freedom from inhibitions and the emotional barriers that prevented him from going forward with the most morally-questionable of his experiments. Freedom to pursue scientific endeavors without second-guessing himself. Yes, that little angel on his shoulder was finally gone. So...
Why?
Why was it all so...so...
Depressing wasn't even the right word, but it was close enough. This was why he kept so busy all the time, either in his lab or in his bureaucratic dealings with the rest of the Organization. He had no time to dwell on such existential ponderings when there was science to be done. But the same act that had freed him from his personal limits also took away his passion for science; now, the experiments he had run before with great zeal and excitement, he performed out of simple necessity or habit. This was why he kept busy: because in the moments when he was alone, when he had nothing else on which to concentrate, his mind would drift back to the question. More than 'why?' More than 'what's the point?'
Where is my heart?
Password: Withdrawn
Name: Vexen
Age: Approx. ~32 years old
Which anime are you from: Kingdom Hearts (Re:CoM | 358/2 Days)
Personality: Analytic to a fault, Vexen sees the world and everything around him in terms of cold, hard science. Logic dictates his actions and way of thinking, and most of the problems he comes across he solves through systematic experiments. The scientific method is the best method, after all, and he's not shy about applying it to about everything he approaches. Perhaps this clinical approach could be attributed to a need to keep things orderly and predictable, or perhaps it's from a fear of getting too involved. Indeed, it would not be too far from the truth to suggest that fear has a hand in several aspects of his character.
With order being such a high priority, it's no wonder that he places so much emphasis on rank and social position. Vexen is quick to point out his position in the Organization in an effort to gain respect, and tends to make enemies by reminding the lower-ranked members that they're 'below him' -- and it doesn't help that he's quick to criticize and quicker to get defensive. But his pretentiousness and condescending attitude towards others are relatively superficial; at the root of his personality lies a web of insecurity so strong that he seems to fall to pieces without respect or rank to back him up. It's no coincidence that he favors a shield in combat; deep down, Vexen is a complete coward. Back him into a corner and take away his safety nets, and suddenly begging and grovelling aren't underneath him at all.
History: Vexen's experience as a scientist goes way back. Before Vexen, there was Even, a scientist working under the supervision of Ansem the Wise. His main interest was memory, especially in the case of Xehanort's amnesia. When Xehanort's experiments led to the loss of his heart, Even followed him into darkness, along with the other four apprentices of Ansem the Wise. These were the original six of Organization XIII, and Vexen, as he was now called, was fourth amongst them.
As the Organization began to grow and amass members, Vexen spent his time dedicating himself to scientific work. Somewhere along the line he became proficient at cloning, an art that Xemnas soon took interest in as well. Later, he and five other Organization members were sent to Castle Oblivion, the Organization's new outpost. To Vexen's great dismay, Marluxia, one of the lowest-ranked neophytes, was named head of the castle instead of one of the three senior members (Vexen, Lexaeus, and Zexion). As a rift began to grow between the neophytes of the castle (Larxene, Axel, and Marluxia) and the seniors, they started to turn against each other, with Sora and Riku getting caught up as pawns in their feud.
Through battling Riku, Vexen gathered enough data to create an exact replica of him, and used the replica to battle Riku, and later, Sora. The replica did not succeed in overpowering either of them, however, and Marluxia threatened to report the failure to Xemnas. Having successfully blackmailed Vexen into cooperation, Marluxia then sent the Chilly Academic off to confront and eliminate Sora directly; but in meeting Sora, Vexen began to tell him of Marluxia's plans, challenging Sora's memories of Naminé and, if given time, might have even revealed the existence of Roxas. He was cut short by the arrival of Axel, who was sent by Marluxia to "eliminate the traitor." Vexen's pleas for his life fall on deaf ears, and with a snap of the fingers, everything he ever worked for went up in flames.
Canon or OC: Canon!
Teacher or Student: Teacher!
What year: F...first?
How did you come to be at the academy: Tired of working in high-stress, zero-appreciation environments, Vexen decided to go for a slightly less headache-inducing gig that hopefully won't involve losing various bodily organs and/or exploding into flames.
Custom Title: The Chilly Academic
Classes you enjoy: Various science classes, esp. biology and chemistry.
Sample RP: He felt...numb.
It was a difficult sensation to explain, even though it was hardly new to Vexen. Something deeper than apathy, something greater than ennui; it stayed in the back of his mind constantly, following his conscious thoughts like a shadow. It was the double-edged sword, the abstract that both killed the pang of failure and smothered the elation of success. He could have created the greatest scientific marvel the world had ever seen, and yet...he'd feel nothing. Nothing but the emptiness where joy or sorrow should have been, and the question...'why?'
It didn't even make any sense -- that was the worst part. Losing his heart should have brought some kind of sense of contentment, of...fulfillment. After all, it's what I've wanted, isn't it? he'd wonder, the idea coming in more of a nebular concept form than as a coherent sentence. Freedom from guilt. Freedom from inhibitions and the emotional barriers that prevented him from going forward with the most morally-questionable of his experiments. Freedom to pursue scientific endeavors without second-guessing himself. Yes, that little angel on his shoulder was finally gone. So...
Why?
Why was it all so...so...
Depressing wasn't even the right word, but it was close enough. This was why he kept so busy all the time, either in his lab or in his bureaucratic dealings with the rest of the Organization. He had no time to dwell on such existential ponderings when there was science to be done. But the same act that had freed him from his personal limits also took away his passion for science; now, the experiments he had run before with great zeal and excitement, he performed out of simple necessity or habit. This was why he kept busy: because in the moments when he was alone, when he had nothing else on which to concentrate, his mind would drift back to the question. More than 'why?' More than 'what's the point?'
Where is my heart?
Password: Withdrawn