The Grey Areas

[naoko]

"...The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being.
His heart withers if it does not answer another heart.
His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts
and finds no other inspiration.”

♥♥ ♥♥
Naoko Ito
17♥Student♥Third Year♥ Single
Who is this?

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Nothing For Me

♥ Die, Already! ♥ Behind where I looked back
♥ Mutual Hatred ♥ I raised my claws at the darkness and ripped the night apart
♥ Hatred [Of you, of me] ♥ Raindrops turn into droplets of blood
♥ Mutual Dislike ♥ and run down my cheeks
♥ Dislike [Of you, of me] ♥ There isn't a place for me to return to anymore
♥ Rivals ♥ Take these fingers, my fingers
♥ Friendly Rivals ♥ I'll take all your fingers away
♥ Backstabbed [By you, by me] ♥ To the unopenable forest where cicadas cry
♥ Distrust [Of you, of me] ♥ There's no turning back anymore
♥ Jealousy [Of you, of me] ♥ People disappear one by one
♥ Annoyance [Of you, of me] ♥ On the other side of the darkness
♥ Avoidance [You, me] ♥ The morning won't come anymore
♥ Tolerance [Of you, of me] ♥ With countless wriggling hands in the mirror,
♥ Indifference [Of you, of me] ♥ Come on, lure someone here
♥ False Friendship [By you, by me] ♥ Oni-san, come here, to where my hands clap
♥ Scared of [Of you, of me] ♥ No matter how you run away, I'll catch you
♥ Tormentor [Of you, of me] ♥ The voice that was coming from the animal trail

Getting Closer
Where are you now, what are you doing? ♥ Parent of ♥
Are you in this endless sky? ♥ Sibling ♥
I realized for the first time ♥ Cousin ♥
I've lost the things that have filled my heart till now ♥ Family/Other ♥
How much you supported me ♥ Fiancé ♥
How much you made me smile ♥ Spouse ♥
That I'd lost them was too much to consider ♥ Mutual Respect ♥
Even though I struggled so desperately ♥ Respect [You, me] ♥
to reach out my hand and take them back ♥ Good Influence ♥
Like the wind they slipped through ♥ Bad Influence ♥
Looking as though they would reach me, but did not ♥ Mutually Protective ♥
My heart felt like it would break ♥ Protective [Of you, of me] ♥
But your smiling face remained in my memories ♥ Teacher/Mentor ♥
Always encouraging me ♥ Hero ♥

How Fortunate
♥ Kouhai ♥ Hands held together, getting colder
♥ Sempai ♥ Washed by the flowing water
♥ Best friends ♥ Your eyelids melted white
♥ Close friends ♥ This is the place you reached
♥ Good friends ♥ This is the place I reached
♥ Average friendship ♥ The path will continue endlessly on your back
♥ New friendship ♥ The long long canal, falling along
♥ Partner in crime ♥ Ever since that day, we have come far.
♥ Other half ♥ The seperate roads are intersecting again
♥ Inseparable ♥ It came to an end here
♥ Like Family ♥ No one could stop it
♥ Acquaintances ♥ The road we walked together was not wrong
♥ Childhood Friend ♥ The road we split up was not wrong
♥ Friend of a friend ♥ Transparency, transparency, crossing over
♥ On and off friendship ♥ Over a finger in the pampered beating
♥ Past Enemies ♥ Transperency, transperency, you're melting
♥ Secret friends ♥ In the rain, of a straight, soft, scarlet
♥ Confidant ♥ Your remains, I won't cry.
♥ Circle of trust ♥ Streaming eyes, getting colder
♥ Forgotten friends ♥ Covered by the overflowing earth

The Darlings
♥ Final ♥ The secrets in my dreams tell me
♥ Current ♥ About the sorrows that I’ll come across
♥ Future ♥ I must yearn for mercy
♥ In Love ♥ Your pained appearance and my greeting
♥ Mutual Crush ♥ A gaze that was shut as if tired
♥ Crush [On you, on me] ♥ I don’t wish for anything more than these
♥ Past, good terms ♥ The sickened promise is stinking and hidden
♥ Past, Bad terms ♥ I never knew…
♥ Past, still chemistry ♥ A dream that I can’t recover
♥ Fleeting Glances ♥ My memories grew dim
♥ Denied Feelings ♥ My pains became dull and my heart cracked
♥ Flirt ♥ My burnt out soul is simply a cooled mountain of ash
♥ On and off ♥ My tears are filled with pain
♥ Lust ♥ So tell me… tell me… the reason why…
♥ Friends with Benefits ♥How can you do this to me…
♥ Sexual Tension ♥ You break my heart…
♥ Physical Attraction ♥ And you make me cry…

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Credits?
I made this all by myself, colors thanks to the glorious color blender.I'm not concerned about people stealing this, I don't really care, and who would really want to steal it? Seriously. Alright, you know how it works. Ask about things that are crossed out via pm. A post for a post, and don't be too terribly lazy about it. Thanks. c:

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[naoko]

How it's done


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♥ False Friendship [By Naoko] ♥ Oni-san, come here, to where my hands clap
♥ Scared of [Of Bae] ♥ No matter how you run away, I'll catch you
♥ Tormentor [Of Bae] ♥ The voice that was coming from the animal trail


Naoko thinks• “I really really hate this guy...”
Bae Thinks• "An Ellipsis is just three periods all lined up ...”[/center]





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